Sunshine: A Way of Life

तुम्हरा मेरी ज़िन्दगी में इस क़दर आना किसी इत्तेफ़ाक़ से कम नहीं था। आज भी याद वो दिन जब अपने दोस्तो के साथ खड़े तुम लगातार मुझे ही ताक रहे, की तुम्हारी नज़रे मुझसे हटने का नाम नहीं ले रही थी और तुम्हे कोई फर्क नहीं पड़ा था जब तुम्हारे दोस्तों ने तुम्हे रंगे हाथो पकड़ लिया था। वो मुस्कान मेरी आज भी वैसी ही है जैसी उस दिन तुम्हारे दोस्तों के सामने थी। आज भी कोई तुम्हारा नाम लेता है तो वो मुस्कान बेझिजक मेरे होठों पे आ जाती है। वो मुस्कान ही तो है जिसकी वजह से वो लोग आज भी जान जाते है की ये कहानी आपकी और मेरी कभी खत्म  ही नहीं हुई थी, की आज भी उतना ही प्यार है आपके मेरे दरमियाँ जितना तब था। बस कुछ बुरी नज़रे है ना वरना पूरी दुनिया को बताते हम की कितना प्यार करते है आज भी आपसे। की वो ख़त जो लिखे थे आपको गुस्से में जला दिए थे पर आपका नाम और आपकी यादे कहाँ जाने वाली थी, वो तो आज भी मेरे दिल और दिमाग पर राज करती है। इतनी तारीफ़ तुम्हारी  कभी तुम्हारे सामने करु क्योकि ये जो बिना तुम्हारे नाम लिखे तुम्हारी बाते करती  हु ना उसकी बात ही अलग है। आपसे रूठने की अदा है हमारी क्योकि जब ...

One thing that life taught me was "Nothing is Absolute" and "Change is necessary". Then why do people poke me and ask why have I changed over time? Wasn't change mandatory or they missed that lesson of life?? People come and go, and of course, the ones who stay, change over time. And eventually you feel that it isn't right or the person shouldn't have changed, then let me clarify it for you that CHANGE IS NECESSARY OVER TIME. So what became your issue with me!? Did I get rude with you? Then you deserved it somewhere. Did I ignore you? Then I don't feel comfortable with you. Did I stop talking to you? Then I don't feel necessary talking to you. Did I block you? Then I don't feel you should be an audience to my content. Well, I know the issues are limitless and with each perspective, it would add more to the list. ***** And coming to the point that what life would be like without any sort of change or evolution!? Then my...

It was about a month back that my bestie asked me,"Why you want to be single? that too when you have soo many guys to choose from??". (Well, I don't have any right to choose from a number of people.) On her remark, I simply smiled and said that I wanna discover more of me. The hidden interests and passions, also being single doesn't make your happiness and emotions depended on the other. Discovering oneself isn't that difficult but not even that easy. Sparing time for oneself, pampering oneself and treating oneself as above all in the life is a must. No matter what your past was, no matter what your future's gonna be. Focusing on the present is a supreme key to happiness. Not worrying much about other's and not much even about you and let things flow and fix on their own, in their own way. Sometimes, reading a book, watching a movie, going for a walk and picking a hobby also help to discover oneself in different ways. For instance, I have a pas...

जानते हो जब तुम साथ होते हो तो दिल में सुकून कितना होता हैं ?? जानते हो जब तुमसे देर रात बाते  हूँ तो कितनी ख़ुशी मिलती हैं ?? जानते हो जब तुम रूठ जाते हो तो तुम्हे मानाने से ज्यादा और कुछ मेरे लिए ज़रूरी नहीं होता ?? जानते हो जब तुम प्यार से मुझे उस नाम  हो जिस नाम से बुलाने की इजाज़त सिर्फ तुम्हे हैं तो कितना अच्छा लगता है मुझे ?? जानते हो तुम्हे खोने के ख्याल से  कितना डरती हूँ मैं ?? तुम ये बाते जानो या नहीं पर तुम सबसे ख़ास हो ये तुम भी जानते हो !!  तुम्हारे होने या ना होने का फर्क पड़ता हैं मुझे। Not each love needs a relationship to express itself. Sometimes, friendship proves to be better than relationships. With no chaos and mess of what people would think. He would listen to all of my mind and heart. He would never let me down. He would give me nicknames and would never forget to remind me that I am fat even if I am not. We might not be having soo many pictures together but for sure a million of memories in our hearts. My day begins and ends with...

What if one day someone just wakes you up and tell you that it was a long dream you have been watching all your life!? Sounds crazy I know but what if it really happened!? What would you except on the other side of this long dream of yours?! Hardly a few except would wish for the same. Well, I won't because I would prefer to have more mistake that side as well, more than I have now in this dream. More mistakes won't add up to the mess already in my life rather would add on the opportunities to look up to things in a different manner each time I get up to sort out a piece of a mess from my life. With the added on mistakes, I would still like to wake up to the same people, to the same set of amazingly adorable people as now. Not because I love them the most or something like that, that's because they would completely understand the mess of my life and would surely make fun out of it and make me treat it as fun also. They would solve none of the problems but surely ...