Sunshine: A Way of Life

In the middle of the night, he still manages to give me goosebumps. Not his physical presence but his thought is enough to give a shiver of nostalgia, to give me a sensation I can't resist. Memories haunt till they either make you smile, cry or text that person you lost long back. Injuries manage to heal themselves over time but what about the scars they leave behind. Just as the loss of the person in the life is healed over time but the memories associated with them make you think about that person in the middle of the night, they make you lost even when you are surrounded with people.Their presence makes you still. Some leave and some we lose, that's how life goes on. And maybe because there is no other direction the life could go on. Life won't wait for you to move rather it would continue on moving on and then you have to gear up to cope with it. Life is merely predictable. It would leave you shattered within seconds and you wouldn't even realize how fast l...

शायद जब तुम उसको किसी और में ढूंढ रहे थे, वो तुम्हारे पास ही कही था!! वो जिसे तुम हर जगह तलाशते रहे, वो शायद हर समय तुम्हारे सामने ही था!! वो जिसको हर समय तुम्हारी आँखें इधर उधर ढूंढ रही थी , वो शायद तुम्हारे साथ ही बैठा था..  वो जिससे खोने से डरते हो, उसे पाया भी नहीं है तुमने अभी तक सही से.. पर फिर भी उसे खोने से डरते हो। वो जिसका नाम भी नहीं पता है तुम्हे, जिसका चेहरा भी नहीं देखा है आज तक , उसको तुम बस एहसास से जानते हो , तो उसे तुम्हारी आँखें नहीं, तुम्हारा दिल ढूंढेगा, पर उस दिल को तो पागल करार कर चुके हो तुम। हर समय तुम्हारे साथ था वो , एक बार आँखें बंद करके बस एक बार उसका एहसास करते, एक बार उस दोस्त में तुम प्यार ढूंढ़ते। शायद, जिसे आज तक सबके सामने बस दोस्त बोला है, वही शायद वो था जिससे तुम बस आँखों से इधर उधर ढूंढ थे। क्यों हर बार जब वो किसी और के बारे में बात करता था तो तुम उसे चुप कराके अपना हक़ जताते थे? क्यों उसको किसी और का ना होने दिया? क्यों सिर्फ तुम्हारे चेहरे पर हसी लाने के लिए वो अपनी परेशानी भूल जाता था? क्यों बेमतलब बस यूही तुम्हे छेड़ दे...

"You have changed a bit girl!!" This comment is the most annoying thing anyone could have said ever. Yess!! I changed !! not a bit but you see a whole new me now. The one you see right now!! The one who talks to you or writes blogs!! Yaa!! She is not the one you met or talked a few months ago. I changed a lot but for better. I changed because your non-sense wasn't bearable now. I changed because your didn't deserve the older me. I changed because being sweet and nice isn't enough to deal with the world. I changed because people made me change accordingly. I changed because I found that change is a better step. I changed because I wanted to. Yaa!! Time and situations change people! And yess!! I m happy after I changed a bit. I changed to become a better me. The software updates are not liked by everyone but they are necessary. Similarly, you have all rights to change yourself a bit. Being straightforward is no big deal and nothing to worr...